Well this thanksgiving is not much for me to be thankful for...my mother has been gone for 3 1/2 yrs now and its still so hard since her bday sat. But i had my dad to lean on, but now hes gone and its been 9 months and this shit is hitting me like ton of bricks being 1holiday without neither of my parents n losing my father this year... I cant say Im going to be just fine because Im not. Im breaking more n more on the inside to where I refuse to accept this.. I have no choice I know but its something I cant deal with alone just yet. . And those that are a part of my life I know i have been hard to deal with n emotional rollercoaster ride... for that I am thankful to have such great people to stand by me regardless how bat shit crazy I act lol.. but for all those who still have parents, be thankful for that itself. No matter if y all dont get along or whatever because u dont know when theyll be forever gone and theres no going back... I cant say how much i regret some OF the things Ive said that I cant take back or wish i was better to n closer to my parents...everything the said n did was out of love and to prepare for life in the real world.. I wish everyone a happy and safe thanksgiving!
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 08:41:07 +0000
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