Well today I am feeling lost, scared, angry,and very worried about my kids and my future. I put 2 years of my heart and soul into the store helped set it up and met alot of wonderful people, for that I am thankful, even though I will probably never see most of them again. Regretfully! Last week under alot of stress fainted at work and banged up my elbow pretty good. But did not seek any medical attention or make reports to the store, but the next morning I could barely move my arm, so called into work and explained the situation. Nothing else was said, on my next shift I worked I showed my manger my injury proving to him that I was hurt. He said nothing, texted him for my schedule on Friday, he told me. Went into work with a good spirit only to recieve a termination. After working a shift he is going to fire me. When I do things I put my All into it, sometimes I over do but I DO IT!! It has been a struggle for me ever since the loss of my first son ,almost 20 years ago, nothing ever comes easier for me, but I have to say I am scared and lost. My babies 17th birthday is next week and I have never been this low before, and it is a scarey thought when you have 2 amazing kids looking to you for support, and i literally have nothing. I am ashamed and embarrassed. They say God never gives you more then you can handle, I beg to differ. Just keep us in your prayers, just a little bit of goodness is all I am praying for. Because things are really bleak right now. Thanks for listening to me, I think I will go drink a beer and breathe , because right now I am having difficulty catching my breath. LOVE YOU ALL KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR US.
Posted on: Wed, 26 Jun 2013 23:59:20 +0000
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