Well today is the day I say goodbye to my dear friend and mentor George Bullied.I never wanted this day to come,that is the selfishness in me.I was one of thousands that this magical man helped and taught the art of living.When I arrived at his door I was so desperate I was going to try anything that would stop the hurt I felt inside the loneliness and confusion of everyday life had taken their tole on me.I didnt know what to do or if I did I didnt know how to do it.I was ashamed of myslef,I was embarressed at times to be seen in public what kind of person had I become,part of my hurt and confusion was that I always believed that god had a purpose for me a plan,I waited so mlong for this plan to take shape but nothing happened,nothing ever happened,I must of been one of the really bad ones for God to forget me,thats what I began to think any way.I had hit bottom a few times,but I still believed that I was part of a plan,I must be crazy,living with these kind of thoughts can weigh heavy on you,yet I continued on,the path I now know that I was choosen to walk,and that path lead me to Georges place.I knocked at the door and this little old man answered,and I thought oh great what a mistake.That thought only lasted a few seconds though as he begin to speak and take me on a tour of his house I knew that this was what I had been looking for my entire life,the missing piece that would start the building of the puzzel once more,and build I did,I listened to this man and I heard the truth,it was what I needed,no bullshit.He awakened things inside me long left for dead,turned my experiences into something that would enlighten me and empower me to build upon that which I wanted to forget,showed me through interaction that I had a voice and I how to express it,he taugh me that through self love we build a solid foundation on which we can celebrate life as a new awareness of why am I here,where did I come from,where am I going continue to be the questions that shape my life.Thank you George from the bottom of my heart for reaching deep within this diseased mind and finding the real me,we cant keep what we have unless we give it away and I will continue to give out what you so freely gave me,as I continue to Learn how to live ,One Day At a Time.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 15:57:18 +0000
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