Well, we all have that one guy or girl we will always care for not matter what. As much as we all hate to admit it sometimes, them feelings will never go away. We may say at times how much we hate them or dont care for them at times, but at the end of the day, you still do. You have to see them move on and laugh and smile with someone else and it really kills huh? But the thing that hurts even more is that you cant do nothing about it. But you also cant hate the other person that there with, because at the end of the day what are you achieving? Nothing at all. You tell everyone that you feel better and you dont need them anymore when really youre only trying to cover up your feelings and try and make yourself believe it too. You talk to other guys hoping the feelings will eventually go away. But they still remain. Everyone else tells you to just move on, but its not that easy, no one else understands.. Sometimes you just lay there and remember all then times yous had together, everything yous would do and just burst into tears. Theres just so many memories though, you cant forget them. You remember how awful you use to treat them and you feel like shit and just wish you had a second change to meet them again. You just want these feelings to go away. But they dont and its pretty shit hey.. You cant eat properly and feel sick all the time. Its just so hard from doing everything with this person, like absolute everything and being with each other a fair bit too nothing at all. Even seeing or hearing about this person will make you feel like youve been punched in the stomach 1000 times over and over again. And you still dont know how they can just forget about you like this and ignore you, but you just wish you had the power to ignore them like they do too you. Maybe its just that youll never understand how much someone means to you until there gone? Or maybe, just maybe you never thought youd lose them. But youve lost the one person you cared for the most and the one person you trusted a lot, you have to pretend you dont care at all and act like there nothing to you anymore.. Its amazing how one person can make you feel like the happiest person on earth, but also the most upset person ever.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 06:30:28 +0000
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