Went to bed feeling blessed and woke up beautifully blessed. I smiled, gave thanks,grabbed my cellphone and read my incoming messages I had from the time I had last put my cellphone done. I understand more and day to day that with my many imperfections there nearly arent as many as there are perfections in/about me. I have grown in God an more so in self to know although I cry,try to change,dismiss,laugh,get depressed an all the other things Im still gonna hit bottom as me. Now better than ever though!! He didnt equipt me with such know how and get up for me to say I dont like me-he loves me. I hate my weight or hair or face or not having because he loves me so he sees how beautiful what he created is!! He sees where I was..am..and where I am headed. He knows that yes most of these things I dont have to go through but with patience..prayer..persistence that I will shine how Im designed to. Im not prefect but Im not imperfect. Im Billie Jean Campbell an Im on my way. I have people tell me sometimes I sound like a know-it-all but I am far from that. I just feel like I can help with whatever I say. Also I have a tendency to over talk myself as I found out yesterday but was able to analyse and move on. I make no quarrels about being here..there..everywhere with my help. It happens. I rather spread love than lies..have healing n help than hate..shine than shade. I pray that with what I do share an say that someone somewhere will know more about themselves than what they thought or was told. I put my real name up as a sign to myself to say I will always be the one and only PoetycMystress(never changing from that)but Im growing more in love with who he has designed me to be. I may rant,vent,lash a lil but for the most part its because they say you cant fool someone who knows the game and/or who has been in the game longer than you. In my many loves and lovettes words: Its Levels to This Man. LOLBDAS. So with all this showing up on your newsfeed I hope it finds you all in good health..happiness..love..faith..and to know that job in which you are seeking will contact you soon..that child that hasnt spoke to you will miss your cooking an come home for good..that spouse/sibling that has wronged you will ask for forgiveness an work on self..that assignment isnt hard just do it another way n pray..that money you need for you to survive on is being compiled into one lump for the rest of your life(use it wisely)..to those broken hearted please know that although you were told its not you,its me please know that oil&water dont mix for a reason. Each serving as its own representative an what it can do. I loved you..liked you but it wasnt our time. Your somebody is out there an my future husband is out there. Sometimes we arent to agree on everything but to understand an respect the logic an reasoning behind their theory. I love easy an quick but I also dont make no quarrels about for I know when I meet my future GOD-FEARING man I will be a GOD-FEARING woman. His equal. If what you seek is a woman so you can show that you are ready..well only time will tell an just know she knows. Shes modest..an patient..you are understanding and persistent to deepen your faith in God an that will make the match that more inevitable. Most people arent meant to be a pair an then they push the issue until it shatters and then you have to clean yours&theirs so I say that to say:pray..pace..proceed..pray..patience..praise..patience. Ok..lol...this is alot but Im just saying. Again. Ttylxoxoxoxox
Posted on: Sun, 20 Oct 2013 13:58:13 +0000
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