What I am about to say is so unlike me. Other than my family no one knows that I have chronic depression and anxiety disorders that I have struggled with everyday for many years. Mentaly, emotionaly and physicaly this disease can suck the life out of you. Many people dont see this as a disease but as a weakness u need to just get over or get a hold of urself. For those of you that suffer wth this r the only ones that know it dont work that way. Am sure most are like me and put up a front so you appear to b normal. There is no normal. Some days can b good, bad, terrible or a feeling that u only exist n the world around u. U live one day at a time and speaking only for myself dig deep inside your body an soul and fight for the strenght to make it thru the day. Faith n My Lord and Saviour assures me he will not put more on me than I can bear, being blessed wth a precious husband that fights this battle wth me and my other loved ones give me strenght to face each day I continue on. I am not looking for pity. As with many others who suffer frm this we all need ur prayers. Am just sharing wth u today what is n my heart. Today around 3pm I have no doubt I will feel peace and comfort when my lil man Cannon comes to his nanas. Him and that sweet precious smile melts my heart and makes everything better.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 15:54:18 +0000