What a difference a day can make...Jonathan and I enjoyed a great service at Harvest this morning then had wonderful food & fellowship with our family in Christ! I pray for grace & forgiveness & give thanks for all the things I have in my life everyday. I waisted to much time being depressed and disappointed at what I didnt have-or what I didnt get I thought I should-or trying to please someone who wasnt worth the effort. Besides the months after my brother passed away a couple years ago, the last couple months have been some of the hardest, lowest, saddest, of my life. That is hard for me to admit-I havent worked in eight months-Ive had several medical procedures done, im in pain everyday, I struggle to get by-but God made a way-I can count on one hand the people in my life who asked me how I was-who just hugged me-listened to me-didnt judge me-encouraged me-loved me just because. Im not complaining -Im grateful-Through that God showed me so much-I look at things very differently now!! I have a job, im going back to school, I have the right medicine, I still have some procedures coming up but I will be fine. Our lives are busy-but we make time for what & whos important. Im not judging-I answered your call-I did the best for you with what I had at that time-never expecting anything in return-thats all God asks. Im only responsible for ME & MY actions on judgement day. If He calls me home this night, I know where Im going-until then-I will keep praying(for you too) with the faith that Jesus will never leave me or forsake me! I have a peace like I have never known!!
Posted on: Mon, 21 Oct 2013 03:46:17 +0000
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