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What has happened to me? (Im feel.. im a unlucky fellow in this world) I sit here in this place So far from where I used to be. Wondering, what happened? How did this happen to me? Remembering the days Of times gone by. I promised I wouldn’t do this I said I wouldn’t cry. I used to be so strong Nothing could get in my way. Now I am lost and forlorn How did I get this way? Seems like just yesterday, My future was so bright. Now I can’t see anything All darkness, no light. The newspapers said That man is going places. Now I keep my head down Afraid to look at their faces. It is not that I am afraid Of what they might say. I just don’t want them to see me Looking this way. How did I get here To this God awful place? No longer revered But fallen from grace. I was always so kind So happy and benevolent. Now nothing really matters So completely irrelevant. It is all like a dream So empty, cant feel. Most times I cant tell the difference, Between what isn’t and whats real. But in a moment of clarity, A respite from self pity. I seem to remember A Princess from Kansas City. It is kinda fuzzy though So hard to see. Is she the reason, This has happened to me? She is so beautiful Her eyes like rare diamonds. With a smile so bright And a hint of sweet almonds. Something about her I cant really explain. I start to shake uncontrollably With unbearable pain. My mind starts to race Images starts to flash. Pictures of moments With her in the past. A myriad of emotions Are welling in me. Too much at one time I am now on my knees. The pain is too great I no longer wish to see What in the world Has happened to me. As I lay on the ground And the images finally go They are replaced With a warm, comforting glow
Posted on: Mon, 02 Sep 2013 14:06:18 +0000

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