What have I gained? Freedom: I dont have to prove anything anymore. Im not stuck in the idea of who I was, who I want to be, or what other people expect me to be. I dont have to please men anymore, only animals. I keep telling my superego to back off and let me enjoy what I still have. My body may be falling apart, but my brain is not, yet. I love my brain. I feel lighter. I dont carry grudges, ambition, vanity, none of the deadly sins that are not even worth the trouble. Its great to let go. I should have started sooner. And I also feel softer because Im not scared of being vulnerable. I dont see it as weakness anymore. And Ive gained spirituality. Im aware that before, death was in the neighborhood. Now, its next door, or in my house. I try to live mindfully and be present in the moment. By the way, the Dalai Lama is someone who has aged beautifully, but who wants to be vegetarian and celibate? Meditation helps.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 06:49:42 +0000
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