What is own my mind is this...I spent over an hour writing the most amazing, healing story of my journey out of fear and how it ironically, manifested in facing the process of getting my dental work done..and it would not post...a page flashed up and said that a link that I had on it...had a block..hummm...the only links in the story were my photos......sooooo I must go to sleep and will try again to post my journey..out of fear ..lets just say, I listened to myself, I knew that the Conscious Sedation was wrong for me and dangerous....and that conscious sedation is what most people do everyday in an attempt to not feel, or deal with what is really going on,,,,especially if it painful....and I had this awareness from a very high level during the almost 4 hour implant preparation surgery today...when at the last minute I refused the conscious sedation....and with some shots, a little laughing gas..and BEING PRESENT with the procedure and allowing what I was feeling, and experiencing to go back to point of origin...lifetimes of situations flooded my consciousness...the claustraphobia, the fear of being put under, etc...the memory of torture all manifested like a movie and I got it and moved it...and embraced it...and like the teeth that were being taken out..THE FEAR AND SUFFERING PATTERNS WERE PULLED OUT BY THE ROOTS....NEVER TO GROW AGAIN...I will write more later...trust me my friends..look and see in what way you are sedating yourself to not deal with you and your life....STOP IT..and know...IT IS SAFE TO FEEL IT IS SAFE TO HEAL..IT IS SAFE TO EMBRACE WHAT YOU ARE AFRAID OF IN A CONSCIOUS WAY..you do not want to be walking around right now sedated......CHOOSE TO BE PRESENT ...more later I am thanking all of you for your prayers and kind messages...I love you all so very much ...MM
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 07:58:08 +0000
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