Whats on my mind ??? I and Helen dont say much on facebook Hmmm lets see, our bodies are broken and fading, while our minds are worse. Just sitting at home and waiting for the grmm reaper to come for us. Thats about it every day With both the physical and mental health problems, believe me when I say that its hard to talk to people. There is very little to talk about, no one wants to hear the truth so its no point of picking up the phone and giving people a call as we quickly run out of things to say, so to everyone that I havent called I must apologize as its just so hard to pick up the phone and sound so cheery This facebook question is like what our psychologist and the social workers ask, how are you doing, things well this week, had friends and family around to visit Helen and yourself and I just have to sit there and answer no to all these questions. You see, we are not the type of people that have or keep friends and family. We are not worth the time of any of anyone, for them to even think about. Sounds like I am taking it out on some people & family but no, just saying it how it is. Its our fault, outstayed our welcome on this earth and should have expired years ago, but damn it we are stubborn and dont think that 53 years is anywhere near enough to pass onto the other side. We do miss having friends and family around that we could count on but all that has gone and even our son Andrew had enough of living with us and moved on out ( and it sounds like he is doing well now so may be that was what he needed to do ). Please dont take my post the wrong way and tink I am pointing the finger at anyone, its just late and I have had a hell of a day just trying to cope with it all So guys & girls I wish you all goodnight
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 12:01:49 +0000
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