When I am old who do I want to be? I want to be that 80 year old woman who lives it up and lives as if every last moment will be her last. I want to be hiking, running and laughing with my grandchildren. No dementia. no Alzheimers. (Hopefully.) I want to live it up cause that is what life is about. I want to be lucid. I am thinking of the new year and what parts of myself I want to be rid of. What has not worked for me? What have I failed at? But where have I also been successful at? What can I celebrate for this upcoming year. What parts of myself do I wish to make bigger. The power 9 from the blue zones says to have a ritual in life I do every. I was thinking this new years I would do something other than resolutions. When it comes to aging (Im only 30 and I have a few more years here and there. LOL! I want to age gracefully and not count every white hair. I dont believe in cosmetic surgery. I want to be OK with my body and love myself no matter what. I want to be OK with me and love myself unconditionally. Aging gracefully means for me I dont care about wrinkles and laughter lines. I dont care if I 30, 40, 50, 60 years old. Every laughter line, wrinkle, year has been a year where I felt joy, I lived, laughed and loved. I worked on me during these years. They cant all be bad can they? Life has its up and downs. Its what I do with them that matters. I want to laugh more. I am 30 and I want to enjoy the life I have been given by doing things that make me happy and laugh as much as possible. I want to wake up excited every day I can. I want to stop being so anxious and closed off from others. I want to be forgiving and loving. I want to know God and practice spirituality in a way that completes me. I dont want to people please anymore. I want to enjoy my authenticity. Well, Ill keep thinking about it. But that is a start. One more thing. I dont want to feel like a failure anymore... I dont want to be the perfectionist either. When I make a mistake I want to be OK with that mistake.
Posted on: Wed, 27 Aug 2014 16:52:50 +0000
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