When Im so sad, I cant find anyone to share my feeling... even if I can find someone, I cant cry in front of her or him cuz I have been a strong woman so far... whenever people look at me, I smile ... I bring joy to them... how can I express my bad feeling? having friends is good, but friends cant stay with us forever, they have their own business, how can they care about you all the time? yeah when you wanna join in parties or drink, they will always be ready with you... but are they concerned about if you have to work on the next day? ... when you need someone who cares for your job, accomodation, feeling, will they be there for you? When you feel sad, drinking beer is just to comfort your feeling for a while. but if u keep drinking, you will be addicted... and you will become a bad guy automatically coz not you control beer but beer controls your life... I am not old enough to advise you but I need to be understood... coz it has been raining a lot, I have been under the weather .. I want the rain to stop... so I can see the bright future... still have to step forwards even though the road is full of rocks ... so so so sad.... really!
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 17:02:08 +0000
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