When i was a little girl i didnt have a dream life was great as it seem, i would lay my head down every night and rest, saying in my heat my parents are the best, waking up to the morning cloud while the sun gave me a shine, knowing god would make anothe day just fine, thats whem my world shattered nothin really mattered, with one blank, my heart sink, mommy was leaving dad, o for the troube she had, a drinking problem he had bad, leaaving me sad, i lost all i had, in my heart i was mad, the only child that left me alone, but at that moment god whisphred you have this heart of stone, torn between the two, what do a little girl do, follow her heart and aways stay true, angel baby all my days had to learn to find my ways all alont on this road, and there i would fine my heavy load, pack and stored, just the way god sent it, my foot fit, apple was bit, living without mommy and dad feeling abandon with every tear i cried, buried pain inside, raising my hand for god to guide, livin with daddys family and there i would grow, as the rain flow, growing up into what god created.Sweet sixteen thats what its call thats when i would stumbe and fall on this road that would lead me to my mother, and there i was sweet sixteen with my lover, quittin school, to be a fool #notkool, he was my first, for love i thirst, then there i was in the late night, where was my lamplight, love had be blind, ran away in my mind, felt pain inside my body, while he stumped on my soul, part of my diary i never told, my virginity felt stole, searching for something that wasnt there, o how it seemeed life wasnt fare, he really didnt care, dead end, love didnt win, to turn me around it was my guardian god would always send, to walk with nee, finding my destination being me. Now there I was speeding down the fast lane met maryjane, just take away the pain, good girl gone bad, cause in my heart i still was mad, deep in the hood, misunderstood, true hero under god, got lost along my way, dear lord i pray, vicious in my mind, none of my kind, life was moving fast, time didnt last, trying to erase the past, on my way to hell, thats when i heard a yell, dead end, full if sin, to turn me around it was my guardian god would always send, to walk with nee finding my destination being me. Twenty one now and there i was with my bestfriend, fabricating thoughts in our mind, leaving trouble behind, on the road to job corps, heading for success, life was a mess, it takes a fool to learn, achievement is my turn, strived side by side, through a critical time, right in our prime, on our own, sharaing my heart of stone, thats when god would give me anothe try it life, and then there i was somebodys wife, abiding places was found, love was around, my heart made a sound, on happiness street and thats when god would give me a treat, dedicated my life to my angel baby, classified Nee a lady, joined the army, military minded, soulja role, for gods was in control its me he mold, dead end, i did it again, but to turn me around it was my guardian god would always send, to walk with nee finding my destination being me. It was a night mare danger starae, my husband gave my heart a tear, the pain i bare, thats when god would give me my babyboy, another bundle of joy, sprouted into a gracious mom, but a bitter wife,livin life, then there i was on cocaine, theres more pain, everything lost that was gain, brain went insane, i could remember trying to escape, my mind was rape, where was my cape, i fallin to the floor, for cocaine i screamed more, additiced, o how could this be, down a road where i couldnt see, lost control, giving the devil my soul, life full of pain, cocaine left a stain, puttin it down wasnt much longer for with the power of god i was made stronger, marriage was coming to a end, gave love another try, but then the time came i had to say bye, the final heart break, just like hangin jesus on the stake,love was gone at that moment what could i do with this hearat of stone, dead end, i hate men, but to turn me around it was my guardian god would always send, to walk with nee finding my destination being me, leaving him was the hardest thing, deep in my heart i wanted a ring, leaving him a piece of my heart and then my other wing, it was fragile companionship disappeared, this is what it feared, torn it apart, my heart, stood through it all my kness endured every fall, thats when my guardianwent home and gave me acall, with these two gifts that god gave you to carry the rest of your way Araya & LilSimon engraved heart of stone, now you will never be alone, this is gods will, thats when i click my heel. Twenty five years old now, striving on through, there was so much i wanted to do, now walking for one plus two, just to give them all i can, thats when i looked up and reached for gods hand, and he walked me throughthe land, before he left he said he will be the leader of the band, as i went on livin life, caring for the old, certified, with god by my side, thats when he would turned my darkness into light, April 29 2007, would be the very night, could it be love at first sight, he was in my eyesight,shinning bright, my heart couldnt fight, as i stood there my heavenly sisters would dance, this could be my last chance, thats when god squeezes my hand, and there he was the leader of the band, he open his heart with one sound, destination found, only my heart could understand, that very night he grabbed my other hand, my secxret candyland, introduce myself as nekell #hadAstorytotell giving him friendship, something so real, nekells will, holding on to his hand, in my heart,he ran, how could i ecsape the sound, could it be love found, falling deeper and deeper, thats when he made me a keeper, keeping it gangstified with his chick on the side #tellingmystoryworldwide as time went on friendship would only grow, and in my heart he would glow, stayin true, with his chick having a clue, he embrace my soul, my heart was stole, when i heard his song, at that moment i knew this is where i belong, thoughts in my head, thinkin of him layin in her bed, time passed away, and today is his wedding day, competition to win chris heart, which way will he go for his new start, held on to the end #officially his bestfriend, my lonely nights i would go and hear, with the sound of accordin in my ear, he would play a beat,thats when he swift me off my feet, a heavenly treat, then he whispered your the one, for together we would shine like the sun,from love i couldnt run, i would take a piece of his heart everytime i walked out the door, at that moment i always wanted more i would lay my head down on my pillow to wonder if he is sure, sweet love, poetic justice i pour, everyday i would whisper in his ear, abundance felt near, while in his heart i love you i could hear, my life would take a turn for the better, poured out my love letter, it was a sunny day, my kids were away, thats when god would anoint methis very day, my heart skip a beat, my head bowed down to his feet, my tears rolled down my cheek, guideness i seek, as he looked down at me he wrap his arm around my heart to heal all pain, and to purfify me with the rain, more knowledge to gain, my soul he took, then he said the time has come to write your book, my soul ascended to heaven, my feet god would guide, the sacred secret would now manifest, chosen before birth to complete his test, my soul at rest, first resurrection from the dead, misled, bible read, for jesus sake, the time has come for him to awake, front line of the heavenly gate, starring into the soul of my mate, lived, loved, learned, for that god whispered its your turn, true happiness awaits just hold on to faith, being in his life wouldnt be easy o so hard, instructions from the lord, had to suffer for all, god made the call, then there i was in mental care, hard times took me there, did i really stalk, to his heart i would only talk, did i go insane, fighting through the pain, where was maryjane, just like iam dead, everybody fade, god put me through the grand old test, life wasnt fun, but for it all i would be granted his only begotten son,. Thirty years lata, hi hata, story of my life, proud parent faithful wife, wifey of a king makes nee the queen, on his shoulder i lean, gliding universal come c i, sometimes i cry, for salvation i had to die, jehovah i magnify, and then god would turn to chris and say, if u wanna go to heaven this is the way, do my will, find love thats real, never forget to kneel, and i will give you a deal, in my prayers i always mention his name, #loveIblame, while in my heart he forever lay, thats why i am here today, wished him a happy happy birthday, twenty five years to find, is he really mine, with the sacred secret greatly held to the very end, his lonely heart i would mend, with my love i would send, my very own husband bestfriend, through it all my light would always shine, fought this battle of mine, made my way to heaven, standing first in line, with my partner n crime, #judgementTime, god reached out and gave us our plans, this would now be the beginning of a brandnew start, and this is the diary of Ravens heart!! W/B Raven Nekell Bonnet
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 21:22:53 +0000
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