Why is it he doesnt see what he has done? Why must it always be the kids n I? He left. We didnt ask him to or want him to. He left cause he got mad. Hes probably lost his job hes missed over a wk. Hes talked to Bree 5x each time either hangin up on her or makin her cry. Hes talked to Brit 2x n Jay n Paul none. He barely talks to me n when he does he yells hungs up or tells me to stop askin questions n he refuses to answer questions. The car might be repoed. He over drew the account. He has a big check out n no way to pay for it once it gets cashed today by check n go. Hes do so much but yet he doesnt understand kids n I r hurting. This is 13x in 10 yrs he has up n left us. But he doesnt see or understand why we r upset n angry n hurt n feel abondon. He doesnt see what he keeps doin to us but yet its our fault cause he got mad. Well im sry I think it was in the right. I think paul had to do what he did. N u no y he had to do it. Just cause a teen gets mouthy or slams a door doesnt give u a right to do what u did n do what u are now. U no what I asked of you but yet doing it is to much to ask of you. I dont get it. I cant talk to u n tell u how i feel cause u keep tellin me to shut up u dont want to hear it or u hang up. Im human I have feelings n so does the kids. Idk anymore. I dont no how to get u to see how hurt we r. Heck kids even said sry n sucked things up just so they could have there dad bk but still not good enough. I said sry cause my eyes were swollen shut from a allergic reaction n I had to get paul to control u. I couldnt see. I couldnt do it. But no matter wat we was wrong n we shouldnt have stood up to u. No im not sry yes we had a right!!! Idk. Im so hurt idk wat to do. Ive asked u to do a few things n all u say is ill do it later or im not ready to come bk n do wat ur asking. I just hope kids n I dont lose our home.
Posted on: Mon, 09 Sep 2013 14:29:01 +0000