Within just 2 days.. I went from having what feels like everything to nothing. I have lost all of my friends.. None stood by me and here I cry alone.. I cant begin to explain how much pain my heart holds. Im barely getting by.. Everyday waking up is a struggle because Im pushed back into reality.. Sometimes I just wish I could dream forever.. I never thought I would lose everyone.. I thought I had true friends who would stick by me through anything but it turns out I was wrong.. Now I am getting bullied so bad that its to the point where I dont want to leave my own house. I feel so alone.. So empty.. So lost. I dont know how to react to my what use to be friends and what I thought were best friends that are messaging me the most hurtful things you could think of and making horrible statuses of me.. I wish I could just close my eyes and all of this would vanish.. Maybe even me.. Standing alone hurts so much.. Everyone says to be strong.. But its so hard when you have no one and the only one to comfort you is youre self 😔💔
Posted on: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 03:44:42 +0000