Woke up early today and couldnt get back to sleep. I seem to be so lifeless for long. I didnt feel like doing anything. If I could wish for death today , I could have. I tried to cheer myself up but nothing could. The one person I thought I could rely on was just a zombie. Cold as steel with no emotion at all. The person I thought I could trust before and talk the most just talk shit things with me. None of it were true. When you are out there exposing your true self and so genuine , people can be so heartless and mean. I wonder why am meeting this sort of people in my life. They seem to have no conscience and heart at all. Like being a phony to them was just so natural. I am really tired and I think Id stop making friends and be as I was before. I do not think Id ever risk myself - expsosing who I truly am to people. Today would be a new day. Id never be the same again. This will be the last that Id be experiencing this awful feeling. Am shutting my door to everyone that will come close to me. I just had enough. I think one has to try hard , hard enough to get to me. Id be friendly but not as trusting and not as open.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 07:17:57 +0000
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