"Wondering why do I still care… I keep my mouth shut and I haven’t told him that she still writes me because it’s not that important to me anymore. And yet the evidence is mounting and it’s getting harder to ignore. She tells me things that you’ve told me, that she couldn’t possibly know. You say, “Oh don’t worry about it baby, I told her all of those things before.” If you two have history then okay that’s fine, but dont just say that to cover your behind. She told me exactly when, what, how, and where the two of you started talking, and surprisingly it the stories don’t add up. Maybe my “new”has worn off and your looking for something less permanent. We decided that we would never break up and would work through any and everything and then I made the mistake of getting too comfortable. I believed you and then when we found out about our gift, you ran. Away from me to her and that hurt more than anything. I felt as if I no longer mattered and that you blamed “ME” for what “WE” did. I just want things to go back to the way they were. If she’s nothing and not important, then it shouldn’t be a problem to tell her to leave us alone and that you are not interested in her like that. But I doubt that has happened. I just want someone to fight for me and not with me, just once. I ask her something, you get upset, yet she can do no wrong. Block me out, doesn’t matter, but when she is telling me that she still has access to you, it pisses me off that I once again, fell for your lies. Everything that you’ve told me, I now question. This needs to be straightened out. I am about to take matters into my own hands and end all of this drama and nonsense. I just hope that you notice I am a woman at the end of my rope, before it’s too late." ~Preview:: Book on the way...enjoy!!~
Posted on: Wed, 02 Oct 2013 22:42:07 +0000
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