Ya know... I may not have been the most popular kid at school, I may not have a lot of friends, nor was I the coolest. I may be a loner in life, and I may have not been the most discipline, or smartest kid in school either. I may have stuck to myself majority of my college life, and not paid any attention to the outside world. Instead, I have kept the quality of my life, and friends. And though it hurt me when they chose to walk out of my life, life continues as if I never met them. Like distant categories in my mind, and Ill never know their life story. I use to plan for the future, 5 to 10 years from now ... is a distant idea. Im back to living life before I used to invision, which is day by day. And the blessings come in disguise. Some of us dont live at all. Whether it be greed or status be the reason, they fail to be happy. Or maybe, Im just speaking about myself. And I look at myself now. I need to get back in shape, focus on new goals, and new ideas. I look at the good in my life, and consider myself lucky for the love given to me by my family, and the support they give me. And how people I never met before try to reach out to me. Trying to make me reach their planet. But I stay in Sac Town. My beautiful city with cool breezes in the Spring, where I stay afloat. The rules havent changed. I let no man step on me. Its that fighting spirit within, in the physical or mental realm. I felt sick this week, and alergies keep messing with me. Any time I said to myself Im sick, I became more sick. And it pissed me off feeling sick, so I told myself I have to push myself, and fight through it. Whatever is in the air this year I have never experienced...so I made myself some Cambells Chicken Noodle Soup mixed with Maruchan noodles. And I plan to eat some more tomorrow! I seen the old factory last week. It closed down, and the equipment was auctioned off. We went on a small tour of the facility and it would nice if they made a museum, but hopefully they turn it into a thriving business. The area really needs it. Pretty soon my dream will come true, and the things Ive been working on will materalize. Ive been coming up with some receipes of my own on desert dishes. Just gotta keep making up formulas. I worked hard; real hard to get where I am, and it feels like Im in the same place I started, lol. Oh well, there will be plenty of places to visit. Is this the end? Hardly even, for I am Jay Raj Narayan, and this is only the beginning to something amazing.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Mar 2014 05:34:36 +0000
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