Yes, this is long. And yes its 4am..... and No, you probably dont care. BUT theres a video attached so maybe youd find this that much more interesting... Said something from stage tonight before I sang a song about wandering and I didnt feel I had the time to clarify what I really meant... I doubt more than I believe... And, while its impossible to fully explain without some serious back and forth dialogue- heres kind of the gist of what I was getting at- 1. My belief is able to grow intense and deep because my doubts are shallow and often. Like working a muscle... 2. I prefer curious doubt over apathetic belief because doubt at least makes me ask questions and seek answers. 3. On some level we should all be able to admit that we dont know it all... that we dont have all of the answers.... Im ok with my i dont know... and Im ok with questions that feel like, if asked out loud, theyd shatter this whole thing... like what if we made up this whole religion thing just to cope with death as I recently heard some other wanderers admit to having asked. The reality is, in all my belief... in all my doubt... in all of my questions and answers... there is no other option that has yet to compare with the beauty of self less love, an undeniably well designed earth and human tent (mind, body, soul, spirit), and a forever that no one has ever seen than to believe. He wants to be found. Jehovah Shamma.. The Existing One... And so... in total opposition to my personal preferences about releasing unfinished music, heres a piece of a song that Im writing about all of this. The verses need work, but whatcha gonna do? Oh yeah. Someone totally just GAVE me this guitar at tonights show.... howwwww cooooooolllll!!!!! (better shout out to my homie at a later date!) Night.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 09:18:20 +0000
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