Yesterday was a very difficult day for me and now I find myself not being able to sleep. I try to be so strong and brave....I rely on God to help me through this pain and feeling of emptiness....but sometimes I crumble for a while and then pick myself back up and keep moving forward. This morning I am a crumbled mess! But Ill be okay.... I put my trust in my faith that everything has a reason and a purpose and that it will get a little easier with time. But I miss my husband so very much...he was my world! He is the love of my life, my best friend who wiped my tears....held me when I was upset or hurt....loved me with every fiber of his being...the man who always told me how much he loved me and how happy I made him!! I am proud to have been able to say that I was his wife for the past 16 years and my love for 19 years. I love you so much baby!! This song Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day was one of my hubbys favorites and he had taught himself how to play it on his guitar. He didnt think he did very good but he did! I wished I would recorded him playing it, as he did an amazing job! This is for you Colby....I love you Forever & Always!!
Posted on: Mon, 16 Jun 2014 08:09:09 +0000
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