Yesterday we woke up with you in our lives and we went to sleep with you gone and our hearts heavy. Everything moved so fast and slow at the same time yesterday. It seemed like an eternity driving to you yet time seemed to slip by as I was hugging you goodbye. I just wish the seconds wouldve slowed down, I didnt want to let you go. Ill never get to see you or touch you again. Hold your hand, tell you I love you, sing for you. I wish you could be at me and Shawns wedding but you were already calling us poo mea Ka long before we had gotten engaged. Just happy to know you knew already. I was going to show you old home videos yesterday, I had just found my favorite--the old Christmas one with you in a cowboy hat and Tui was still a little baby. Just had to wait until after work but I was too late. Ill show them to the family and hopefully you can see them from heaven. Everyone was at the house yesterday, it was nice. It even felt like Christmas because we had everyone over and we all talked about old memories. You said the funniest things sometimes. The house was filled but still seemed so incomplete since your seat was empty. You lived a wonderful, hardworking, respectful and loving life. 90 years is more than most people. You were so blessed. I just wish we couldve all gotten one more year, maybe one more month, even a day would be good. I just miss you so much. You were still with us 24 hours ago. I wish time would stop because every second passing by means another second without you--like Im getting further away from you. I just wish I could see you again. Today is the first full day without you and it feels so surreal. It hurts. Ill go home and wont see you there. Wont see you smile anymore, wont eat with you... just be with you. Not anymore. It hurts and I hate it. I miss you but I know you were ready to go. I promise Ill make you proud. Please watch over us. In the meantime you have Aitha Mae, Emnai Pun and your brother to talk to! And lots more. I know youll love that. You can catch up with them and then we can catch up when we meet again in heaven. Rest in peace. We all miss you so much. I love you, Aitha.
Posted on: Tue, 25 Mar 2014 17:04:03 +0000
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