You can find some interesting stuff when you google yourself. This was my life up to date apparently when I was still in New York that a few people published: Britney and Kody’s Traumatic yet amazingly inspiring true story Posted by admin on Sunday, 31 October 2010 in Fashion News No Comment So my senior year…things were going pretty well, I was doing good in school, I was the student director of my show choir, on the executive council of the national honor society, and on the board of student council. I was the epitome of school involvement. I had a job too… I had gotten a new job and was the manager of a local coffee shop. Things were good right? Well, I was at work one evening…two guys came in… very attractive guys around my age… one came up to me… he said he had just broken up with his boyfriend earlier that week and was upset… he said that he was having a party later that night and asked if I wanted to go.. (a cute guy inviting me to a cool party? oh yeah! I thought) so I agreed. I told them to come by and pick me up after work. As I was closing the store that night they came… like they said they would. I had decided not to go with them… they said okay… I turned to go to my car. They attacked me. They ran from behind and bashed my head into my car door… the impact broke my nose and gave me two blood clots on my brain. I was unconscious… then as I lay there…in a forming pool of my own blood…they kick me…in the chest…back…face… and yelled profanity at me… before they leave…they scratch the word FAG into the hood of my silver miata. So there I was on this busy road…lying in my own blood…unconscious… no one stopped… no one called an ambulance… Somehow though about 20 minutes later… I got up, and drove myself home, over 5 miles away. My mom was there at the house luckily… she found me bleeding into the bath tub… she rushed me to the hospital where they had to do emergency reconstructive surgery on my nose and I was in ICU… for a week… The blood clots on my brain were very dangerous. The doctor said if I had any more head trauma in the next month…they could rupture and I could die. I was out of school for almost a month…my grades were falling behind and the teachers were afraid I might not graduate… but I went back to school after I had healed… all the cards from the students and teachers really made me feel like I was missed and important. Things were getting back to normal… then my mother finds out she has cancer. Leukemia. she is advised to go in for a bone marrow transplant… after months of pre-op, hair loss… and chemo… the surgery was a success… but because of post-op infections…she died.. 20 days after my 18th birthday and only three months after I had healed… this was the most difficult moment in my life. Watching my mother die, holding hands with my family and praying over her as she took her last breath. You don’t really stop to think how important someone really is until you don’t have them anymore and that is one of the worst feelings in the world. Regret. Regret for not spending as much time with someone as you could and anger and confusion… why me? But my grandma (my mom’s mother) has really been there for me… I know I can always go to her for anything. She has been really supportive of me through everything. Then I got accepted to college – TCU (Texas Christian University) – what a great school! College was quite an experience for me…but I never quite realized why I was there until I wasn’t anymore. I helped a lot of straight “army-type” guys learn to be open minded and I made some great friendships that I know will be long-lasting. College opened some new and exciting doors for me and some of the doors… …led to things I never would have expected. While at TCU I got to be in an amazing choir and got a free trip to NY and performed at Carnegie Hall with my choir. That definitely was a dream of mine… what singer wouldn’t want to perform at Carnegie Hall?!? But the day I performed at Carnegie was also a momentous day for another reason. …It was the first night that “Britney Valentine” performed in New York. Britney was another blessing that God sorta gave me in disguise. Mu Phi- my fraternity at TCU- had a “suppressed desires” contest type thing one evening. Little did I know that my “suppressed desire” would soon consume my life and become such an integral part of my whole existence. “Britney” gave me a taste of fame, of power, of my ultimate dream. She gave me such a confidence I never had experienced before, and she gave me an outlet to perform all the type of stuff I always really wanted to do. I realized that as I grew as a person I also grew as a performer. My performances got better… and my look evolved to a level I would have imagined. Britney Valentine, my alter ego and escape from reality. As Britney I was on the cover of the TCU (Texas Christian University) magazine and I was voted 2002 gay prom queen at SMU’s GAYla Prom, and I was on the cover of the Texas triangle (a state-wide) gay publication. I was also performing weekly at a club called ‘the Village Station’ making a little bit of money and a name for myself. I was finally getting some sort of stabilization in my life… But I thought maybe I could kick start fate, and get a jump on this showbiz thang! So I sold everything in Texas and in June of 2002 and I moved to New York City… ALONE. After only a month I was hosting my own Friday night club/stage show, performing with some of New York’s drag legends, I even met Britney Spears and was asked to work at her restaurant, I was featured in newspapers, and magazine around the world – the Uk’s HEAT magazine and even our own National Enquirer. I was on my way…or so it seemed But due to unfortunate circumstances, a lack of money and support, I was forced to move back to Fort Worth, Texas the place where this story had begun and put my dreams on hold once more… but I keep thinking…praying…that there are bigger things out there for me.. Some people are still a little weary of what I do. All of my family except for my grandmother have pretty much disowned me and are embarrassed by what I chose to do But I’m not doing it for them… I do it for me. Britney is such a gigantic part of my life now. She is this amazing being that has so much confidence, so much strength, and so much power. When I’m Britney I can control men, I can control women, and I can be and do everything I’ve ever wanted to do as Kody but was maybe a little too scared to do. Some people don’t realize that it’s just an act though… a costume, a way to express my inner feelings, that when I come home I take it all off and I get to be just Kody again. I get to step out of the lime light for a second and see the world as it really is. And sometimes that is difficult, sometimes I wish I could stay Britney forever – but when I get it all off, the makeup, the clothes, the hair – I’m happy to just relax with my friends as Kody and not have to worry about all the stuff the I do as Britney. But the same goes for Britney – she gets to avoid all of the Kody drama, half the time people never even put the two and two together – I’m like Superwoman with a secret identity, my secret is I’m really a man. But all the stereotypes, and rules in Hollywood, all that aside I promise that one day I’ll be famous… and you have to start somewhere right? So for now I keep performing as Britney and one day I hope that I will get to perform for the whole world, and really make a difference… but only time, and god know the answer about that. As you can see I have the ambition. I WILL change the world. I hope you have enjoyed my story so far… I know that it must be interesting to read… because it’s definitely been interesting to live…these few paragraphs can only hold a tiny bit of the adventures that are my life, but be assured the journey isn’t over yet. So stay tuned – there’s more on the way. I hope that you can get some use out of my story… and I hope maybe it can inspire some other people who are going through some crazy dramas like I went through…to keep going. My personal quote to take with you along your own private journey of life: “you can live your life in fear… or you can LIVE your life. Don’t just be a face in the crowd. Make an impact. With courage, faith and the will – anything is truly possible”
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