You just left while im away! And from the moment I came here I missed you like crazy! Crying at the drop of a dime every time I think about you! I wish I could do to anything to bring you back. I had hope until today and you left without even waiting for me to come back, although you promised me that we will meet again. I didnt even get to see you telling me you love me one last time, trying to speak and mad about me when I change the TV channel! And all the great/funny/strange/sweet & praying moments we had together! Or all the sleeping games you used to play to avoid me cleaning your lesions! You made me scared like hell sometimes, but I used to forget everything when seeing the angelic smile and those sweet lips trying to tell me adorable or bsayné! You just teached me how to be patient! Like you told me last year after my accident, have faith, you will get better, pray and you will be fine, seeing you coming just to check on me and obliging me to eat was the strength itself! And here I am, always reminding you of this! For a moment, I am glad you are no longer in pain everyday but for my whole future life I wish there was a way that I could of took your pain away and kept you here with me, with all of us! You will go to our village, to your house that you loved more than anything! You are with my grandparents now, laughing at me crying! But I tell you, you would be so proud of me and I am still following my dream. I always find a solution for any problem, but I cannot find any way that can bring you back! I will be a doctor like you, I will continue helping people like you did! Last time you told me to stop taking care of you, but NO, I will keep on taking care of you by praying and hoping that I will meet you in my dreams or in real life, I dont care! You have a piece of me there in heaven with you! All the churches of Athens are praying for you! Even Muslims in Athens are praying for you! Atheists in Athens are praying for you! Jews in Athens are praying for you! Even though you are there and I am here I will always hold you in my heart! Words cannot express what I feel now! For all my family, with all the difficult moments I had in life, with all the danger, betrayal, lies, pain and health issues, those are nothing comparing to what he was thinking of, or what he was feeling all this time! But also, I just had the best moments taking care of him and wiping his tears after pain or happiness! And other secrets... For you, my hero, I just love you so much, and wish I could see this smile again, kiss your forehead again, and lay my head on your pillow, smell your skin while praying for a miracle! You defeated death, and not the opposite! Rest in Peace! Your second adorable Cecilia!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 20:14:21 +0000