You know, I have been thinking about all the CRAP that I have been through this year from people stealing all my money, to my father in law dying, my son sealing from me and having to go to prison for it, and of course my mother died recently which OMG is still unbelievable to me, I dont think I have even truly dealt with that yet and now Amanda, then me getting sick on top of all this and all of the other things that have happened, GOD is truly testing me or the Devil is trying to bring me down because something GREAT is going to happen in the future. Either way, being in this childrens hospital for 2 weeks now, I have seen such sad things, kids with cancer, kids getting blood transfusions, car accidents and I just keep thinking that even though things seem so horrible right now, and that I just cant take any more, I KNOW things can always be worse. I am trying my best to stay positive and know that things are going to turn around and great things are going to happen soon! As long as all my kids are healthy and happy that is all I really want. This is just a small BUMP with Amanda. I KNOW she is going to get better soon and all will be well. I am here working, as usual, doing my thing I love what I do and just feel blessed no matter what is happening. I must say though I sure can use a friggen break!!!! :) :) I think, hope I have passed whatever test I am under cuz YIKES!!!! Enought already right?
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 05:52:37 +0000
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