You know all the pain that I felt. You feel every sting that pierces me. To your knees I have knelt. But when I stood...I took my load again. But this time my Lord I been hurt too much. This time Jesus. The pain is more than I can handle. Forgive me If Im wrong. But I dont have the strenghth to go on. I feel Im dead inside....if You want me to move Your going to animate me. You know all things (I cant hide). So You know Im wounded too much. My heart feels like its barely there....taken away from lifes painful touch. It comes a time when it feels like your body & soul have separated from the two. My God I am a man apart my Savior what can I do. I dont have it anymore inside me. No way to make my own. My prayet is that You hold me. As I lay myself at Your throne. Please forgive me Jesus. I cant drive my life anymore. If You want me to move again....animate me. You said when I accepted You...You came to live within me. Now I need you to take full control I no longer can drive myself. Im beggin you oh Lord. My pain has left me still...I know I need to live for You....but my heart has no will. If its possible to be dead while alive Im proof of that for sure. My loving savior forgive me I ask...I just cant do it anymore. I feel so empty. I feel so numb. I feel like Im at a stall. Ashamed & shunned. I dont understand Lord. I dont even wanna try anymore. So Again I ask forgiveness for being weak & say......if You want me to move....animate me. The only way My body will speak move sing talk write......is if You animate me. I now know what it feels to truly die unto yourself......................
Posted on: Thu, 13 Jun 2013 04:39:38 +0000
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