You know fck what the fck I said yesterday. ... I take back when i said parts of my post should not be on Facebook. Its my fckn page I dont talk shit or find shady ways that fck up my relationship. I live a dj life. So sometimes I got some real shit on my mind before I get to bed at night...... Do I need a psychiatrist???? Fck I think everybody could. But god damn.... Sometimes I just need a friend to call. And even just listen. Helps me get it out of my system and get some rest. Last night / this am I called bout 6 real friends. No answer and I understand they all were sleeping. So I then called my step dad. I told him I was upset and confused about something but I promise not to keep him long. He then said mark, if you need to talk. I got all day. God I love my stepdad. He doesnt judge me. Seen me make many mistakes. And yet he treats me as if I was his own. Anyway we talked. I felt better and relaxed and watched tv. In the past 2 hours he checked in on me to make sure I was ok. Love that. No dont get it wrong. I would have woken Cami if I was wearing full body armor cause she was tired. And I understand. So truthfully I do value your opinion. And if you think I posted too much then let me know. But please dont tell me I need real help or Im crazy for sharing. I like people and opinions. Real shit right from me. YOU NEED TO WORRY about the loved ones who go silent. I know its not all my fault. But one of my favorite cousins used to come up and shoot with me and the family and we showed him how to safely use his gun. God rest his beautiful soul cause he used that gun to take away his life. He was struggling with life and I had no clue. And theres not a day that goes by I dont wish I couldnt done sometime to tell him I love him. And help him anyway I could. I miss him and to all my family on here Im sorry if i said too much. I love you all. And maybe just maybe this will help another life reach out. And if you are scared. Dont be. We all get that way. If you are embarrassed. Dont be. We all got stories. And fck if you think you have no one. Them message me on here. I love people love helping them cause actuality It helps me. Happy Friday my friends.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 12:11:39 +0000
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