You took such good care of me that I stopped doing it myself. I became lazy unmotivated depressed bored. Now I do all it takes to motivate myself from within to do actions and not repeat the vicious cycles. I walked a lap of the oval today been the first of my plans, no walkers support group, I must find it within to break cycles, and I am. Enrolling in Animal Care & Mgt course this week, as you know I had it arranged in NSW to start but came back to Me lb. Now I have arranged it and will be starting before I know it, its good as the course is nationwide in case I need to move. Pool opens soonish and once is I will be doing laps daily. Im also doing a few mental health courses to help conquer the demons. Along with mental health appointments you knew were coming up plus another added weekly, I am doing all I can to change what needs to be changed for my future, whether married seperated single etc In time you will see I had to pull it from within and have done so, I must be my primary motivational force. I love you my darling husband and I will be better maybe not completely and still working on it and by doing so be the woman you deserve that helps you be the man you want to be. And for my friends out there in fb land a positive word some encouragement a reminder to be humble will be awesomely and gratefully appreciated. May you be safe warm have a full belly and importantly feel my love ii send you every minute of everyday.
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 05:04:51 +0000
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