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#admin_avi #FORBIDDEN_LOVE_Part_2 We were ruining our studies. We were both good students but it was all going to change. Our examination finished. We were about to meet again. I was so excited. All those days of controlling and being desperate to see each other was over. I was going to let go the patience I was holding. I was happy that I was going to spend the winter vacation with my love. I love U more than U expect. We met at the very spot where we 1st met. We were both happy. We walked up to the park. I begin to snap her photos. She was shy but still I wouldnt stop. She would tell me to stop but I acted stubborn. Then I showed her the pictures and she deleted all the bad ones; which she thought . Well I loved all of them. Then She told me that she was going to her hometown for the winter vacation. I felt sad. All of my plans shattered. But that was just he beginning of shattering of things. She told me that she would meet me after she would get back. I had nothing else to do but wait for her. Of course we were in touch through phone calls everyday. Actually we called each other by the hour every time. We both would go up to the balcony at night, look up at the sky, moon and I used to see shooting stars or may be they were some kind of space rocks moving slowly. I used to show those glowing rocks to her through phone calls. I was literally shouting on the phone saying look over there at the right side of the moon, at the left side, above the brightest glowing star and blah blah blah. My dad used to call me crazy when he saw me doing that. But she used to be surprised.Finally the day came when she came back from her hometown. I was happier than ever. But that day I became late to meet her. ufff the traffic jam of the city. She must have been bored. Then I found her. She was a little angry. But When I talked to her the anger was gone and we talked as usual. That day we walked a lot, we talked a lot and for some reason I felt something had changed in her.That day we walked a lot, we talked a lot and for some reason I felt something had changed in her. Well we talked about spent quality time with each other and left. didnt meet for a week. This time she was more desperate to meet me than i was. I was excited too but she was more. i could feel her enthusiasm.But fate had planned something else for us. For me. We met and we were really happy. We were both lost in each others eyes. She expressed her love more openly than before. She was staring in my eyes and telling me that she loved me very much. That time I was the shy one. Wow that was a weird feeling and good as well. We spent so much time with each other. But at the time of our departure she said something that shattered my dreams. She said that she could no longer be with me and that she had to leave me. She said our future is blur and it was damn sure that her family wouldnt accept me. I was speechless. I couldnt say anything. i just looked into her beautiful innocent eyes and tears rolled down of our cheeks. That goodbye felt like thousands of swords were poking me. That day she acted both evil and nice. sometimes she would try to comfort me saying, please speak with me dear. Wont you talk with me even for the last time? After being intolerant because of my silence she had said, Do what ever you want. We are never gonna talk anyway. Bye But I was still silent. Then I went home and begin to reminisce all those moments that we spent together. I was sad. I was all into her. I began to curse myself for going so deeply in love with her. Next day at college nothing seemed right. I was in the world where there was only her everywhere. I felt like I needed her. Somewhere I felt angry at her too. But my heart never felt good to be angry at her for long. My eyes began to water being desperate to see her again. One of my mischevious friend saw me like that and teased me in front of everybody. I had a really bad fight with him. My college shirt got all torn. Then later he apologized to me. But my dear was still not there with me. It begin to feel like she was long gone. I missed her a lot. To_Be_Continued in next part !!
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 15:05:01 +0000

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