april 2011,during the times that i was wandering around,and i was lost in the middle of nowhere,,i couldnt even find myself because i was trapped with burdens that was stuck on my shoulders,heavy loads that was so difficult to carry at that time, i came to the point where i found myself inside jesus is love church at STAR mall in manila,(im not a church goer) where i was praying hard and concentrate on listening about what the preaching mans serm0n. i prayed to G0D silently but in tears..lord,please help me,i want give up my life,im tired of carrying all the responsibilities given upon me.. please ease my burdens or give me sign if what should i do,,and some hope about the future.lord.please forgive me..and change my life! after saying those words,i felt something unusual,i felt like someone else was with me and that all my worries left me that day! , after the mass,i went to a snack house,order my lunch and sit there for a while,next to my table,i noticed that an old woman was staring at me with an intent looks in her eyes.i thought,,she must be hungry because she looked like she was a beggar. i didnt have enough money to buy her food because my salary was just enough to support my family at home,how ever,as i saw her looking at me,i ordered a burger then offered it to her,but she declined. she said shes not hungry.i insist my offer but instead,she caught my hand and stared at me close.face to face. Firm voice she said i tell you,theres something about you that i saw the first time i met you today,,theres something that i cant say but it radiates from your inner soul...youre a sinner and facing retribution for all your sins.yure lost and full of problems that you almost want to end your life,but dont do that,s0meday,youll remember me.. youll face more difficulties in the future,and sorrow because you will lose someone close to your life,and everyone seems to abandon you.. youll be alone to face the world. but those time will end,if you follow me what i say, go away,,if you have a relative living in chinese countries,,go there..your goodlucks awaits you,,ask forgiveness,and start a new life..theres a good future waiting for you,,change your way..of life, dont forget that JESUS forskes no one,even the sinners. . when she left, i walked back to my korean employers home at ortigas condo,at the door,mrs.chung met me,she said,rina,how was your day,i was thinking of you,i know and understand what you are going through,reconsider my offer because i really want help you,youve been with us for 1 year or more..its that you decide. as usual,i told her,maam,i cant promise i stay with you longer, i decided today,i will go back home and try my luck in hongkong.thank you for your kindness and fabulous offers.. THE day i left their home,she handed me a 3thousand pesos,take this as free,my gift to your children,if you need help,im here to listen and give the best i can, be good always,lagrina.you have a great tomorrow! . (true story,i share it to inspire yong mga gaya kong maraming pinagdadaanan..gaano man kahirap ng kalagayan mo,manalangin ka lang,bibigayan ka ng DIOS ng panibagong pag asa! thank you for reading...
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 02:41:50 +0000
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