...as i was cleaning my bathroom this afternoon, i have a small picture of my dad on the shelf, and went thru what seems like my daily missing him. my dad had a brain stem stroke, tho his mind was fairly in tact yet, the rest of his body told the story. this completely altered his lifestyle, a man once so active he was hard to keep with, 99.9% wheelchair bound. selfish me, thinking of myself, really could not stand to see him in this condition, it hurt me that he was hurting, though he rarely showed it. apx. the last year of his life i slacked on the visits to the skilled nursing unit to visit him, claiming i was preparing myself for the separation anxiety that would set in when he passed. let me tell you that no distance, no amount of time away from people you love, can ever prepare you for separation anxiety, it is something you will definitely go thru. do not waste time you could be spending with loved ones because of your selfish nature like mine. i wish i could go back and spend more time with him, i always told him that i loved him, and i think he knew that. what i am trying to say i guess is NEVER pass up the chance to tell ANYONE who means anything to you, how much you love them. our time on this earth and you never know when your last day here will be, life is so precious. it is important to me, to let my facebook friends, and my family know, that i love you all very much. everyone of you play a part in my life. never let anything stand in the way of telling someone how you feel, be it selfishness, lifestyle, pride, step up and tell those you love, that you do love them =) that is all
Posted on: Sun, 28 Jul 2013 00:35:21 +0000
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