at the moment i am going through the exhausting irritating, wait there , i can do better than that. ill ask mr google, ah yes.....tiresome, vexing, irksome task of finally getting all my ex husband, well actually we are still married so do i call him ex, i dont know but i am finally getting rid of all davids stuff still in my house . it has been three years since he walked away with his buddhist books and all my dreams. but he left everything else so two years ago i packed up all his clothes and made his study into a bedroom for mikey. last year we got a truck and the boys and david dragged out a lot more furnature but i am attempting to get all the rest out. what is there still to go you ask . well!!! how about the float tank, the pool table his grandfather made , what about our first dining room suit we bought together, his many guitars, amps keyboards and a drumulator. sounding so 80s isnt it. well thats not all how about a five foot tall amplifier that has been in my lounge room for years . with Taurus Run on the back. you remember Taurus Run ? well maybe you dont.anyway i have decided to go alll the way and give him back his grandparents bedroom suit which i am currently using so my bedroom is a broffle as you can imagine . its like those puzzles that have 16 spaces and 15 pieces and you have to get them all in order. . as i was cleaning out the small cupboad to night i found the 25th wedding card i had bought for david for our next wedding anniversary before he left. it was a real sweety. with it was the porceline teacup and saucer set i had also bought him but he left me 6 months before our silver wedding anniversary. not like in gone girl , a measly wood anniversary no we were heading to our silver anniversary. so i took the plastic bag with the porceline cup and saucer in it and the pretty card and i raised them above my head and i slammed them down onto the carpet in my bedroom once, twice and then again and i listened to those tiny shards of ceramics clink and smash against them selves. it is the most violent thing i have ever done. then i took them out and put them in a neighbours bin as ours is lways ful as we have 5 people in our family. im sitting here now with my heart racing at this piece of writing . my eyes are glistening but i have to get mikey from macdonalds at 9.30 so i will hold off till i get him home then ill go to bed and i might just cry my eyes out. it will wash my soul clean and leave space for other things to come in. maybe a liking for violence that will enable me to not take other peoples rubbish any more. what did the violent femmes say gone daddy gone , the love is gone. https://youtube/watch?v=mmM6SxoghMQ
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 09:56:49 +0000
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