#confession #298 F23 Nagpur Its a confession cum reality of mine... I am sure somehow I relate many of you girls... Hope you like it... ...Ä gîrL säçrîFîçês.. Its me.. Wake up in the morning so early.. I stand in front of the mirror.. And wipe the fog away.. My vision is still hazy.. From ridding myself this way.. My hair is all in tangles.. My eyes are filled with tears.. I wipe the warm tears away.. As if trying to rid myself of my fears.. I am ashamed of what I have done.. But it hurts me even more.. I cant make myself stop doing it.. Even though I know whats in store.. It has taken over my mind.. It is eating away at my soul.. My throat burns with anger.. I am still looking in the mirror.. Is it me.. Yet I dont know who I see.. All that I know.. Is this sad sight couldnt be me.. I grip the edge of the counter.. So tightly that my knuckles turn white.. I want to scream out in anger.. At this ugly sight.. Its your fault I hiss.. That I do this to myself.. If only you didnt look this way. I would be in better health.. The better me.. I cover the image in the mirror.. With the palm of my hand And notice a cut on my wrist.. That I never knew I had.. Intentionally.. I grab my hand in anger Or is it more like fright.. I a just so shocked To see this sight.. I laugh and then I cry Then crumble to the floor.. Suddenly aware of my problem.. Like I never was before.. Its all because of you.. How did this happen to me? How did I become a statistic? I thought that I was strong, I thought I was better than that.. My head throbs in anger.. My throat burns with pain again.. My wrist loses a drop of blood.. And Nothing is what I have gained.. Gained the pain given by you... Gained the fear of losing you.. Gained your power.. You gained my weakness.. God will never forgive you for my tears.. God will never forgive me for loving you this much.. Punishment or gift.. Its me.. After you.. After we.. Thank you... forgive me if i hurt someone...
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 10:30:00 +0000