gonna try and re-calibrate sleep pattern tonight -- miss my morning walks .. just thinking about this month .. started out because i gotta phone filled with babes in the recovery program .. and i gave my word , i would never date one of these chicks again .. strictly sisters .. thing is , pressure was adding up .. so what do i do .. im like lets be virtuous and just go to the clubs then ... such a fool .. best way to describe this month .. is seeing the 7 wonders on street grade Prozac .. totally missing from my memory log .. cant remember a single name ... you know what else i failed to remember .. which was my real reason fer not partying anymore .. is all these things we do at night , in these places .. they stimulate carnage and social destruction in newly developing countries trying to get on their feet .. thats where the bad pirates are .. always in the newly developing countries .. its why none of them ever make it to that place .. because of our consumerism tendencies .. driving malice .. and then we zone out on talks of a better world .. at the same time we just got done purchasing 300 worth of social destruction ... in afgan .. in congo .. in morrocco .. south america .. mexico .. everywhere ... all this carnage brought by american party habits ... and that was the real reason i stopped takin it to that level .. completely fergot about that ... super disappointed ... its why all these people going against .. mj grow opps .. are completely stupid .. its put a gash in violent crime empires at about 35 percent ... illicit trades are what destroy the world ... and that stems from beuracracy .. so everyones gotta part in it .. either way .. i was just watching a documentary on that .. they say these pills , they come from canada .. and believe it or not .. theyre decreasing demands for heroin and cocaine tremendously ... add that with the meth zombie phenominon .. apparently developing countries are losing mafias .. and getting better because of it ... because of this pill phenomenon , ( not including e , like the old school e , thats international trade product ) and the grow opps being run at home .. which i find pretty interesting ... but of course , meth isno progress .. but , serves an international purpose , it to is causing a huge deficit in international crime syndication , closing them everywhere .. because its a bathroom made product ... basically , international substance markets are crashing hard ... and countries are now being able to move in more legit directions with these crime bosses gone ... so , its an interesting equation .. all i know is ... all that is derived in a harmful way .. should and in fact would bring about this thing called carma .. these are not luxuries made to enjoy they are the poison of the earth ... and , thats what it is ... nor could you possibly experience a single gain , while under any of these things ... just an illusive temptation that grabbed me in a sneaky way this month .. coming from 9 months of serious health life .. forgot to add new and innovative social activities which bring about the actual results i was looking for in somewhere that cant ... how can you experience anything ? if ur not there ? completely impossible ... such a waste of time ... and a waste of vitality .. so not optimal right now ..
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 04:21:14 +0000
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