hi babes still awake took tess and sam out today with david to Llyn Llech Owain Country Park tess has slept most of the day she was shattered they had a good run it was not the same without you there, we bought them to see you and sorted out some of your flowers put a nice rose bush there for you now, they are both flat out now tess is snoring almost as loud as you. god i miss you so much just feel so empty inside i miss your smiling face and your pranks i would give anything to have you here with me im just trying to get through each day the best i can trying to keep busy finding each day harder the nights are the worst being on my own and not being able to go to sleep in your arms is a killer i felt so safe in your arms nothing could hurt me but all i feel now is lost and heartbroken ,i never realized how much pain one person could feel. even when i remember all the happy memories we have i cry as i know we wont have them again, the only thing i have is i know how much you loved me and you gave me so much love it will last a million lifetimes and my love for you will never die nobody can take that away , i may not be able to see you but i know you are always by my side in everything i do and you are always in my heart, you have so many good friends that have helped me over the last few weeks even though i have not met a lot of them they have been there for me with words of comfort and offers of help and i thank them all its nice to know you were so loved as you gave so much happiness to all you met i just wish i could of had you here longer by my side going to try and get some sleep now so night night my darling sleep tight love you loads
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 02:52:10 +0000
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