i know Im not perfect, but i try to do whats right, i dont do it to just do it either....i do the things i do because i want to... out of love, because a guy just cares you know?... but.. if Im not wanted around, or someone may feel confused about how they feel about me... not saying Im saying wat was said word for word, but thats ok... i guess, my efforts as a Dad, a Bf... werent what i thought..... sorry to my family for posting this personal stuff, but to be open about something personal.. i was at one time fighting that thing called depression... and i dont like opening up nor being asked questions.. but i do like and it does help me find peace when i hear peoples posts whether its good or bad you know basically my therapy.... anyways.. i tried, and yes it was my choice to leave or whatever this is called.....im sure people will say stop it issac, you know your gonna go back tomorrow.. or something like that....(maybe tho)....but i will attempt to see my daughter. and try to do what i can........ Im 30 years old, this is kid stuff.. i need to find a home, not a place to stay you know... Im not saying this is about me , its really about the baby... maybe i need to figure what wrongs Im doing and try to fix them i dunno, but i honestly thought i was being a great bf and dad...apparently its not all i assumed....... ( i dont know if ill be posting videos soon but eventually ,.......) but anyones advice, opinion, would help
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 23:29:21 +0000
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