i need some advice my facebook friends, i been really feeling down lately, wanting to better myself, lose some weight not only for my health but for my self esteem as well, but i am having a really really hard time getting motivated to do anything and i dont know why it just feels like im always tired,and dont ever feel like i have the energy to do anything,now all my friends know that i am a hell of a worker not lazy by any means even when i was strung out i was a hard worker and im an even harder worker know even though i dont have a job at this current moment,due to no fault of my own,but it seems like i dont have the motivation to do anything but sit on the couch and watch tv or play video games,i mean some days its hard for me to even make myself get up and get dressed and go uptown to shop for groceries,seems like ive got a headache everyday, and today me and my buddy were sitting here playing video games and i got coughing and went out,luckily my friend was here to snap me out of it i woke to him smacking me and sayin mikey mikey are you ok,and he said my breathing wasnt right and my face was turning maroon or a burgandy color, i mean what the hell is that all about,doc says my bp is good and all my lab work comes back good,idk, i just dont feel right,and like i said i wanna change so bad and lose some weight and be healthy and have a girl in my life and nice things but its like im stuck in a rut i mean literally some days i have to force myself to even get dressed and take my dog out to play man what the hell is wrong with me? dont they make a self motivation and energy pill damn they got a pill for everything else,idk, just rambling i guess. but does anyone have any suggestions or comments on what my problem may be?
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 09:59:21 +0000
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