i want to get something off my shoulder and just cant tell it to one person, so instead of calling 4 or 5 ppl to talk about this i will tell them all at once wo leaving any thing out! i do not have the perfect marriage,or will i ever have it. if u know of one plz let me know how u got it !! the "perfect marriages" u see on tv and movies are written by hollywood and do not exist! yes i admit me and harles have been threw hell and high water for our marriage and i will continue to fight for him. when u know that God has put you together the devil is not happy at all and will do any thing and every thing to tear you apart. im not perfect by no means i have many many flaws that most ppl dont think i have. i to have anger issues but it takes alot for me to get mad, alot of buttons have to be pushed, i let it roll of my back and then one day the person that h its the button is gonna hear it all that was built up in me! i deal with jealousy,ill in the mornings(which im getting better at) i deal wo alot and some ppl just dont know about it! i keep my problems to my self and charles. i once heard a man say"even if our marriage has a few rainy days, doesnt rain make things grow" said by tv actor but the words were so wise,and true. i am gonna fight for my marriage! no things aint bad now but im just saying for every one to know charles and me aint perfect aint never gonna be until we get to heaven! but we can strive,take baby steps,make a mistake,get back up and try again(just like in sports,throw incompleted pass,get back up try again) practice does make perfect,to an extent. if we just practice every single day, stay in the word every single day, go to church every time that door is open. we will become better. surround our selves w positive ppl and not negative, keep everything in our life good and not bad, dont feed into the drama. u hear one person talking about u,let it go and keep on going. hear one talking about ur past,let them talk and keep on going. cause that one day that u stumble,not read the word,not go to church,not keep positive ppl in ur life,feed into the drama, will be the day the devil says"i win" and he will continue his devious act until he does. got to keep on trucking no matter what!!! "if ur going threw hell keep on m oving,dont slow down,walk right threw it, u might get out before the devil even knows ur there" u have to strive every single day of ur life and not let up. keep pushing it forward! thats what we are gonna do! no matter how long it takes, we gonna push! we will walk in gods will and not ours! bc our will will destroy us at times. ok i think i said it all.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Jun 2013 17:29:38 +0000
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