i wrote night you broke up with me you wouldnt read it so maybe you will now. Dear Colin , If you dont want to be my boyfriend thats ok. But I want you to know that the only reason I dated those other guys in the past were cause I couldnt get over you when you broke my heart in 9th grade. When I had that miscarriage from you I was scared to face you. Mainly I was disappointed in myself. I have always cared and loved you. I stood up for you in middle and high school. But the past is the past. As for the future if I cant be with the guy who was my first love. Who I never stopped thinking about. who I wish was my first and only. Then Ill just be alone. Because I dont want any other guy but you. I wish you would have told me you wanted to brake up. Instead of me hearing it from your mom in front of you.In case Im gone before you get home I wanted to let you know. I cleaned your fan it should blow air now. I also swept and moped your floor. I also picked up some of your dirty close. I also organized your room. Little advice for whoever you date next if your tired from work tell her I had a hard day at work I just want to go home and sleep. If shes anything like me then if she can she will come over your house and climb in bed with you and go to sleep. And dont tell her you will come over until you know how you feel after work. Oh and dont use the words I definitely will or I promise. Unless you are going to follow throw with what you say. And If you already made plans with friends tell her before telling her you will come over. Or before telling her she can come over. Your friend, Martina Brown .P.S.- Wish I could had kiss one more time time with the guy who stole my heart and might not had been the most experienced but was the best I ever had and ever will have in my life.
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 01:55:14 +0000