insert 41 Life turned out pretty well, yes i didnt go to the gurdian school but it was not the end of my destiny, i got an internship, intergovenmental relations in the home affairs. Brian was happy for me this time. It was the graduation day, friday. I was wearing a red dress, with silver hills. Brian: dont they allow us, to accompany our girls to the stage? Me: :-) no, babe. Brian: i wanted to show off mrs smith herself. Me: hahaha. Dont worry you have plenty of chances. Lets go inside the hall. We got in, then looong boriing speeches mxm. They called names we got our certificates, then, hello party. That was actually my first outing party.. I know... I was a nerd kind like, and nobody invites us to their fancy parties, unless there is a motive of course... Hmmm. Wait... I saw Brian chatting up this tall model like girl with long legs. He took out his phone... I think he was taking her numbers... I dont know. I just brushed it off my mind.. Guy: do u want to dance? Me: umm.. No thanks. Guy: come on, please do me the honour. I agreed, beside Brian was busy with models. It was a great dance until... Brian: excuse me. Me: oh, hey baby. Brian: mr man, excuse us we have to go. Me: now? Brian: no. This minute. Okay, brothers be embarassing me, i led the way to the car. Me: what was that all about? Brian: what? Me: you embarrasing me like that? Brian: i was the embarassed one. You were dancing with another dude. Me: i dont even know that guy. Brian: mxm. You were so cosy. Me: like you were cosy with that girl. Brian: hmm... Me: cat got your taung? Brian: that was nothing. Trrr! Trrr! Me: pick that up. Brian: hello... Oh... Hey... um... I left...no...ok..bye. I looked the other way. Brian: babe... Me: dont babe me, infact dont babe me. The moment got akward, so akward that Brian played music. We got home, i went to shower when i got out Brian was not in the house. I prayed and slept, i didnt need that. He came back around 3 A.M. Played music while he showered. I got up and went to sleep at the other room. I woke up at about 7 and cleaned then made breakfast and ate... I had tears in my eyes... I finished and went in my room.. Smelt like a brewary. Brian: what time is it? I looked at him with so much anger and got out of the room. I went to sit by the pool, i just realised that i didnt even have a friend to talk to at this time. My only friend was gone. I cried till i felt it was enough, i had a headache. A big headache. I went inside the house Brian was watching soccer... But glued to his cell phone with all smiles. He put it away as soon as i entered. Brian: baby... I kept my cool... Brian: i am sorry, i was angry... You were dancing with another man and that broke my heart. Me: mxm. Brian: talk to me mylove. I walked out on him, and took my bag, i went on a shopping spree. Since my internship was starting soon, i decided to buy some formal outfits... I just wanted a little retail therapy. Beside we ladys only get our minds off by shopping. I finished climbed a taxi home. Brian was not there, it was around 6 i cøoked and put his food away. I called my mom. Mom: hello, babe. Me: hey, i miss you. Mom: hahaha. Whats wrong? Me: come fetch me.. I want to spend time at home. Mom: now? Me: yes. She didnt ask whats wrong, i packed my gym bag and after an hour or so my mom arrived, she didnt ask any questions, i told her when we were driving back home. She just cried with me. I didnt know what happened to Brian, or what was becoming of him, i love him, always will he just needed growing up a little. We got there, i slept just immediatley. I was woken up by my phöne ringing. It was dear Brian mxm. Brian:where the hell are you? Me: i am where i am appriciated. Brian: can you please come back home. Me: are you drunk? Brian: just had a beer or two. Me: call me when your sober. I hunged up ön him. I was pissed and hurt at the same time. He has never been drunk since i met him... Life isnt fair, its not even two months after i had lost my baby now this? I just wanted to die and get it over and done with. I was just surpriced at the rise of sun, it was a new day, but the same pain, the same misery, the same loss, the same embarassment. It was still me.. I got up, and got ready for church, i have promised God to praise and honour Him for as long as i live and it wouldnt stop because of all the pains. Church was great as always, we drove home and ate lunch. A knock came from the door my mom answered. It was Brian. Dad: what are you doing here? Brian: i want to see Rosemary. Dad: go back to where ever you came from. Me: i will handle it dad. Dad: you sure? Me: yes dad. We went to my room. Brian: baby... I am so sorry... I really am. I dont know what got into me... Me: me too, i am sorry. Brian: please forgive me.. Please. Me: i am moving back in here. Brian: what???!¡ Rosemary
Posted on: Sat, 25 Oct 2014 14:29:44 +0000
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