its a long confession but it feels good to let it out, I broke up with him 2 years ago and he still hunts me every couple of months to ask me to get back together and its the most irritating thing in my life i hate it when i see a msg from him .anyway He was the first person to show interest in me so i fell easily i admit, we dated for 1 year and 7 months , He had a messed up family and i replaced them, when his mother didnt make him food i did, when his father didnt give him money i did, when we were in highschool he didnt study very well so id call him 1am for hours and explain subjects to him and study for both of us.then i got really really tired , he was consuming me , he was the least responsible and least successful person ive ever known so i felt like i was doing soo hard for nothing in return, when hed see a friend with a dog ʺ i want a dogʺ a camera, new mobile ʺ i want oneʺ and so on and his father would refuse so guess who hed ask for money? .plus he was a crazy jealous type of person oneday i was out with friends and he called me screaming about that 50 yrs old man -distant family member- i have on FB! we kept screaming at eachother and he ruined the night and that was it, i think that was the night ive stopped loving him and said that ive had enough ,though i didnt tell him and i tried to work it out for 2 months then we broke up.. His whole life turned upside down and he left his house for good and he blames it all on me. i feel bad and guilty because seriously i was everything he had but i couldnt do it anymore i just couldnt get so badly consumed like that for nothing.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 19:36:55 +0000
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