its been a really interesting year, and honestly one of the better years of my life... I spent so much time, energy and anxiety on getting into a position that would allow me to make my own schedule and get off of nights... and after I was passed over for the eighth time at the end of last year without even getting a chance to interview, I had to take a month-long sabbatical to just figure out where my life was going and how I could best serve God and my neighbors from the position I was in... I let go... I gave up... I prayed... and all of the sudden, new options started popping up... there was actually stuff I could do from the position I thought I was trapped in... I was blessed with focus and with peace at where my life had come to... I started loving third shift... I have worked on days for a couple weeks here and there and, where it almost seemed like a vacation back then, now its just a disruption and an inconvenience... Ive also used the same measurement as far as my relations with women have gone... I used to be depressed and obsessed because I was a hopeless romantic who was perpetually single... but I let go... I gave up... I prayed... and I was blessed with a new state of mind and a new state of heart to where I couldnt even imagine what Id be like in a relationship... all the energy and love and desire that fueled my hopeless romanticism has been poured into different outlets of agape love and ministry... I have been truly blessed, especially with these perspectives, especially over the course of the last few months... and it all started with me finally letting go, giving up and praying... Im so thankful
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 22:04:45 +0000
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