its not easy to say. or rather to explain, in order for it to come across genuine and valid. it comes quickly, or at least it appears suddenly. it can stay a short while, or it can become an un-welcomed imaginary friend. but I am sure that it feeds on the seeds of doubt that we leave behind us as we wrestle in mind and heart.as we bicker to decide our potential of thriving. as hopeless as it seems to evade this force once its grip is firm, everything was in rich faith prior. and it will again be so. it is not always as simple as cheering up. sometimes the best we can do is bravely smile enuff to show physical evidence of our gratitude for life. there are those amongst us who are less senti-mental. and their suffering presents itself in more static forms. or perhaps we all take our turns eh. Ive said this before here. in fact, I think I do it every season. ahah. yup. theres something about the way the late day sun casts a splash of light on the cedars...kinda making it gold at first glance. thats dope. now I look back at those same bows and that spot of light is gone, but there is another further down. haa. I find seeking out beauty helps. it starves this thing that tells me that Im lazy. a scrub. a hack. a scratcher. appreciation instead leaves seeds of trust behind us. or sown in front us. these seeds. thoughts of gratitude. can provide a more fruit-full future. its funny cuz Im all worried that a bunch of folk will think this is all sappy b.s. or just another rant from a youngin not grown up, and that life has its ups and downs (ya, no shit). there are a lot of elemetns at play, factors. and everyone experiences life differently. some people MUCH different thatn others. it is important to respect this diversity. well, at least if you give a ( ). but, for real, I will say it as I have before, this is self therapy. exercise is another good way to curve the melancholy. on that note there is less than a half hour till sun set, and Im gona go skate this little bank at the catholic French school that i have been walking by here in katimavik since I can rememeber. chek ya later. hope ya went swimming this summer ;) hope that you got some nice things going for ya. that you got things to look forward to in the near and distant future. ambitions that you feel solid about. goals that you are steadily approaching. I think thats what it takes. a positive focus. Thank you for reading. there is a lot of competition out there in the book of faces. BIG love
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 23:44:20 +0000
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