ive done marijuana. ive done LSD. and ive done MDMA ive done heroin and methamphetamine ive done mescaline and both forms of cocaine Ive popped chopped and snorted every benzodiazepine Ive smoked oxycontin and and pure opium i smoked Morphine until my throat bled and done every opioid type drug known to man extensively to the point of death when neloxone was avaliveble to save my life i was so mad i tried to fight him for saving my life. ive taken Somas and Ambiens and ended up unable to communicate and lost Ive experimented with 25i 2cb and and DXM hundereds of tes. I went into a K hole on ketamine smoked DMT went into a dream\ Ive smoked sythetic cannibinoids. and PCP twice IVe did 5 nitrous balloons and went into a mini coma for 37 hhours through gallons of promethazine/codeine alone even tried liquid and went into another one for 48 hours after on a bottle of liquid Alprazolam. I was absolutley enslaved to the never ending body pain and sicknesse. it stole my sanity soul and my familys trust for me. i recognized that my life was seriously in danger and made a commitment at 19 years old i would never be apart of methadone again. i tried cold turkey. i almost died if not from laying around throwing up my stomach acid bones and teeth aching from the damage from the almost lethal doses everyday.it got so bad i decided to take my life anything had to be better than thisbeing even dead had to be nicer than this confiding in a drug dealer i was introduced to a substance Suboxone that to this day almost and a year after my last recreational dose with onlly a 4mg slip in march, i feel as if all the chemicals are soaked in my bones its un belieaveble. doctors give you these recovery its amoubt checmical withthe intent of keeping you enslaved for life. i got into MDPV mephadrone and the incredibly overly potanet designer chemical 4MAR. ive fought sleep until i was dreaming and awake. it was terrible. The Point ?? i should be dead im alive. about to have a baby girl my own family. No matter how far gone you are even if you are on the verge of commuting suicide. its not to late. you can not treat yourself like a disposable object you can do anything if you believe in yourself. have a good support system and surround yourself with positivity. drug addiction is a disease it is not awesome and cool. you will die alone and hurt the only ones that matter. we deserve more than to die on chemicals and enslaved to a liquid possessed by never ending torment
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 23:31:47 +0000
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