last month i spent 16 days in jail for a harassment charge. I could have gotten six months for it. I have never been to jail before that time. While i was there it didnt bother me because i had a break with reality. I was in a Euphoric state and really incapable of feeling anything but that bliss, so my time there was a total breeze. However in the last week i have had nightmares about going back there. I am out of jail, but jail is not out of me. I still feel like i am in there. Now that the euphoria is gone it is a rather emotionally traumatic experience. I am considering admitting myself into the VA to get some help because i dont feel safe. I dont feel well, i feel afraid, vulnerable, scared the police are going to come back knocking on my door to drag me a way to that hole. Jail is an absolutely awful place to be, this was my first and i hope to God my last visit. I consider it Gods mercy that i was in that euphoric state, but now the reality of what i have been through is now settling down upon me and it is terrifying. Here is a movie about female inmates.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 17:28:23 +0000
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