let me start this off by saying I am far from perfect. I mess up every single day and havent ever tried to play like I dont. Years ago everybody knows I partied a lot and lived in Hendersonville, had a million wrecks and made a ton of mistakes let me know who hasnt....fabulous now thats out there...One thing I have always said is I want to be real...what you see is what you get. As I type this I am pissed off. I took it to myself to read through something that I had no business reading and discovered that some people in my family were talking crap about me....no surprise there. That in itself didnt piss me off but the judging spirit did...Its no secret to a lot that my passion for self defense and martial arts is fueled by an incident that happened to me about two years ago. NOBODY gets that crap and the mental struggle behind it unless you have been through it...so when somebody says...Im here for you or we can talk about it...just shut up...you have no clue how to get on my level and talk to me about this stuff. I have discovered that people hate me because of this. I am hated because of my past in what I could control and also what I couldnt control. wow...how fair is that....Im also hated because of the way I am loved by others....my whole point in this is why are people so freakin judgmental? I am an open book...I dont hide my sin and what I do...pay attention and you could see. However....if you sit on a church pew every week, go on Wednesdays, and are so involved and you play a game and sin and be like hell every other day what business do YOU have saying a thing about my life? I didnt jump and throw my judgment on you for what you did and as I see now continue to do....My dad said it best....Be sure your sin will find you out God can handle his own business he needs no help from you....THAT is all!
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 22:02:36 +0000
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