letting go of the final tentacles that bind me...its been a long year. i know who i am, what i want, who is with me and who isnt. or, at least i know more than i did from last year. and i have to laugh at myself; you see, i knew most of this before all that has happened within the last year or so. and i already KNEW this going in. first face should never be second-guess. people show their true face first; you can see it if you really look. just look with your intuition. and as for myself, DAMN im a powerful, intelligent, creative, loyal, kind, wise, humble, trustworthy, honest,respectful, purposeful, supportive, compassionate, loving, sweet, silly, funky, deep, caring, empathic, hard-working, kool, funny woman. i have a huge heart, a deep soul and a mind that reaches way beyond that which i even know...yes, i am THAT powerful! [love that irony!] i am worthy of all of the kinds of love there are and respect that i give; i should receive the same. if you can not look me in the face and respect me, if you can not give and receive love, then go in peace. [my trademarked BAASSIK smirk] and if i can not look at myself with respect and love...then whats the point? that aint happening again. one day, im going to tell the whole story of this journey of the last couple of years. no holds barred as it pertains to me. [other peoples personal stuff will be omitted; remember, im trustworthy.] but the facts and some of my thoughts..theyll be there. im hoping that it may help someone else. you see, nothing in human nature is really new-i learned that first-hand. i already knew, and yet it still...hurt in some ways. but the lessons are now permanently in my soul. i can forgive everyone, including myself, but this i will NEVER forget. i can thank everyone, including myself, and this, too, i will NEVER forget. life lessons....im thankful for them now. no ego here, i dont think that i have all of the answers or know more than anyone else. i do know that my experiences, especially as an artist, may be able to help other people, artist or not. maybe this is part of my purpose. i am a musician, performer, composer, writer, poet, singer, builder, speaker, teacher...and more. i havent found all of me yet, but i found parts of me that i forgot didnt tap into, pulled back in the light of rejection, and held back for the sake of others. my time is now. come along, root me on, join in but if you cant help, dont harm. i work with boxes, of sorts; art frames, effect boxes, midi keyboards. but MY box, [Lindsey Wilson], is being torn down. im ready.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 06:27:54 +0000
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