my ultimate dream for my current health situation, is to one day, walk on the beach and feel the sandwith both feet.. no cane, no brace on my leg. while having a ocean view room at the beach!you know, normal right! i cant remember the last time i saw the magnificent ocean.. hopefully, the stars are aligning, and i might get to see that ocean in a couple of weeks for 2 days. my feeling are controdicting themseves, knowing ill be so close to my dream and not accomplish it! while im grateful for this opportunity if it happens to see the ocean again! it comes with the fact i wont fulfil my ultimate personal goal.physically.{my socail life is driving a power chair to food lion}you see, for me to go anywhere, i have to consider, is it steps? what if i have to go to the bathroom? what if i fall? blah,blah,blah, so i just go when i can regaurdless of the situation it will work out somehow!you ever tried to make a peanut butter sandwithch,, using just one hand? and only one hand.. no help with the other hand! now its looking like the beach plans are falling thru, due to unforseen illness with my friends fathers illness, its quite seious!oh well, i probably would have fell with my lack of balance anyway,and ended up in some VB hospital! #feeling bittersweet!
Posted on: Fri, 27 Sep 2013 15:31:06 +0000
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