ok idk if I did the right thing a friend needed help I didnt want to but I did it was a dadlada 2k now I didnt think it would bother me she was shakin so bad she couldnt melt it down so I did it then the craziest thing happen I was coookin it and the snell touched my nose and I instlay thou all my god I remember what this was like I had to put it down and say im sry I cant do this I started shakin I never thou jus the smell whould trigger me that bad I kno mostf u dont understand I wish their was a group so I could get on or go say or write how I feel in all honesty I am so proud of my nyself I kno ive been at this clinic for a year but I also kno I need a lot more help so to me I dont count this ive messed up a few times but for a good bit of it ive done something write bc I kno that im getting better babysteps at a time all I want to do is make that leap but I kno I would fall all I can do is try as hard as I can I love my family more than anything if they decided to pick up and leave what could I really do I love my son and future wife and there is no one in the world that I want to b wit im trying so hard I hopr in time we might get to the point that we r made for each other and anytime in ur heart we can start we can start slow I LOVE U AND MY SOM VERY MUCH I kno that I have a lot problems and im really tryin so hard I hope I can get thro to u b4 its to late u r my one in a lifetime quen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Wed, 16 Oct 2013 07:41:05 +0000