ok lets etablish something so that nobody gets dim view of me where there dosent need to be one,i have severe low self esteem issues,this is not my fault but im sure i can put you in touch with a handfull of those who made me this way so you can have a go at them if you so choose!,i am also mentally ill,now all this ontop of all the stuff im having to deal with now does unfortunately affect my ability to communicate properly with those i do not consider myself very close to,like i say this is not my fault,if i appear to disappear when for example certain people i barely know well enough enter the room,it is not because im a snob or ignorant,its because im uncomfortable around certain types of people or have nothing to contribute to a convesation,my condition has also caused a lack of trust so unless i know you well enough do not expect miracles out of me,this does not mean im a bad or boring erson it just means it could be a very long time down the line before i can bring myself to be sociable or outgoing,i am nomally friendly (unless provoked) but i must also point out that somebody only has to upset me once and i do not do 2nd chances im not that sort of man,i can be sociable as a rule,fun loving and friendly providing i already like or trust those im ascociated with,i am in middle of moving house right now so i may be a bit distant for now while i gather plans/thoughts i also have learning difficulty so simple plans for me may take longer than usual to formulate,however i am willing to be civil to those im not sure of but when i am ready i will offer the olive branch,just give me time!
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 03:59:53 +0000